in the syntax of some languages, minnesota can fill in the same gap as láfénwá
i always thought my father knew how to do
it best. this cradling of soft whispers into
a form of hissing. exit was the best way to call it.
         this shoplift from a noun, to pronoun a
tongue into a little phase of yawning. at dawn,
there was someone out there talking about how
sentences are rankshifted
         into morphemes. i picked up my father’s name
in the middle
         of this war of grammar, and dusted it against a
theory. of what use is a stopped vowel, anyway? i shouldn’t
be seen talking about the syntax
        of a language my body hasn’t built ruins in. home
is home,
        even if it doesn’t bear us a poem without dead bodies.
it is all foreplay.
        say the cloud is toppling its fibre thick skin into a pine.
say on nights like this, we startle grammar of our wide knowledge
of adjectives and their large cry.
        today the late breeze breaks its knuckles into me, into
the windbag of a boy who doesn’t know that things that cause you
pleasure can also cause you pain.
i must
have met that knowledge before, in anywhere but my father’s face.
whatever recognized this mark on me recognizes that i’m a voice
of diphtonghed breath:
         it means, in some places, minessota can fill in the same gap
as láfénwá. & that in yoruba’s syntax, ogun can translate into two
different things
          if not properly circumcised.
say ogún bà bá mi ni mò ń je
          [i inherited my father’s wealth]
say ogun bà bá mi ni mò ń je
          [i inherited my father’s tragedy]
in this scenery, you are mouth-washed to reality: the same word
          that takes you up can slam
you down. Â

Saheed Sunday
Saheed Sunday, NGP V, is a Nigerian poet, a Star Prize awardee, a 3xPushcart prize nominee, a Best of the Net prize nominee, Best Small Fictions prize nominee, an HCAF member, and a poetry reader at Chestnut Review. He won the Poetry Archive Now Contest, Centrestage competition, Lagos Poem Project, Quramo Poetry Prize, ZODML Poetry Prize and was a runner-up for The Nigeria Prize for Teen Authors. He was also shortlisted for the Rachel Wetzsteon Chapbook Award, Wingless Dreamer Poetry Prize and The Breakbread Literacy Project. He has his works on Palette Poetry, Lucent Dreaming, Lolwe, Strange Horizons, Trampset, North Dakota Quarterly, The Deadlands, and others. He can be reached on Twitter @saheedtsunday, or Instagram @_saheedsunday.
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